I was starry eyed,
With dreamy hopes shooting sky high.
You came along,
And promised to stand by.
I trusted you everyday and every single
night.
Cz I knew that u were there,
And distance caused no fright.
But now when I turn back n see,
It was only me,
Trying to fit into your world,
As u had no time to be with me.
I always wanted u,
but u never needed me.
I feel lonely,
Yet I m fine.
My baby makes me stronger,
With her love filled smile.
u had ur chores and other things to do.
thts why I chose not to talk to u.
still u fought wid me, and just when I came close,
u left, leaving me behind, lonely once more.
I don’t want 2 days of love,
Followed by months of loneliness.
Is this the way wedded couples live?I am not sure.
But it does feel like
a marriage of convenience.
