MYSTIC FRIENDSHIP........

As sweet as a peach is the word 'friendship',
yet ever have I realised it's austere importance?

Ostracizing myself at present,
from a group of pals is immensely painful.

The large stoep of the school,
which once used to ring with the joie de vivre of the group,
now seems as silent as a platoon of dead soldiers.

It was my utter idiocy to have always stayed away,
yet they were too ritzy for me to completely fit in.

Days, months and years have passed by,
but the pedagogue teachers still remain in this memory.

Were they the real friends who taught me and geared up my life?
or they were the buddies who never minded listening my rubbish talk?

Whoever it was, but I still recall them all,
in my tiny little memory, and rejoice those moments.

Ah! those pleasant days of friendship,
But I have to bid them all adieu,
and move ahead in my very own life.
So au revoir my friends........

A whole new light, a whole new story.......

There is something about you,
That gives us a touch of Hue.
A whole new lux rises inside,
which organises us for a deploy...

You inspire us every single moment,
to do something better and kill all lament.
To enjoy the life which you tell is a 'lapiz lazuli'
and teach us to accept it as our self-propensity...

You are always in such pro-rata with nature,
that I fell as shallow as a skillet and crave,
just to be like you, in a whole different hue.
Your unremminting determination must be a legacy,
because you simply forte' at anythinh that you do.

I am now collecting the shards of my life,
and am joining them together only for you.
My restive nature is no longer alive,
and I am trying to ramify my new lessons to my siblings.

Even though you've never spoken to us,
the paucity of your words never affected us.
And I sit in front of you every single evening,
my being a yokel is no longer bothering me.

O Lord! Why art thou so silent?
What have you stashed for us and our children?
We do not want a repining life again.
Then why all this complicated prologue?
Please lead us out of this nebula.
This is just a small prayer of mercy.
Oh God! save us all from the cruel hands of destiny,
write our fates newly, show us some sign of mercy!

You are our sole guiding light.
So please show us the newly paved path to normalcy.
Prise out our problems, let our children live,
let them have faith in you,
just like us and we still do....

CHILDHOOD BLUES....

O Time,dear time,turn backward & backward,
lancets of teen feel so awkward so awkward.
It feels so great to drown in the langour of childhood,
remembering the nimble me,always in such mood!

The niggling thoughts in my head about my dees,now
were never present then, just cant get how?
I was always so jolly and cooly witty,
always the first one around to be naughty!

I feel like a hurdy-gurdy in need of serious repair,
lacking all the right notes and pitch and flare!
I dont feel as agile and active as I was then,
but like a trapped hen in a pen!

I wanna resuscitate to the true ways of world,
but just cant help thinkin about me and the moulds!
I am no shrew, and i am not a tizzy lass
just wanna relive the days of "MY MASS".

Those lovely finger paintings and the colour book fantasies,
still attract me to their own world of legacy.
Hey! i am no bohemian! these are all passing thoughts!!!
Or you could call them simply "CHILDHOOD BLUES"........

Concussion: Due to loneliness

Down & down i sink into myself,
as every single day goes by.
No one to talk to, nobody to befriend,
quietly on the bed i lie.
Just keep pondering bout the last two years,
& i feel my inside swelling up.
Cant't just relate to my cranium,
how cud those years pass off so soon?
It feels like yesterday, my first day to junior college,
me a coy 16yr old, in my first ever baggy salwar,
now i am almost 18 and almost out of junior college,
still wishing that I were 16 again!
All those buddies, all those teachers,
a new scooty, new clothes and a new cellphone.
These are all meagre memory pics now,
coz I've lost touch wid all o' em now.
I miss those days, i miss my past,
Had heard that all sweet times come to an end,
never realised it cud be an abrupt one...
I know that something is in store ahead,
something fancier, sparkier and much better.
Gosh! how i wish i cud fast forward my life,
coz this phase is really slow.
I wanna get into the best MEDICAL COLLEGE,
Gotta prove myself and make some real friends.
Gotta show to the world that i am someone..................